Can you believe it...
still up and noticed that I haven't even
come by my blog.. not even to read the blogs I follow
Its been a week!
(So I popped on by and caught myself up on most of it,
cuz I'm to tired to even really care...)
and its not like I been super busy cuz I really haven't
even thou it seems that way..
our place is a mess... I been dreading to even think about
starting to clean..
Cuz I needs a really good deep clean
even the walls and the doors are starting to look dirty!
I wish I could just hose everything down..
its so much easier to do the outside...
and by the time I could get around to cleaning
I'm already dreading it and just exhausted
and I think that mostly about thinking about it
so I been reading...
and reading.....
and did I mentioned reading....?
Books can take so much control over me
its kind of ridiculous if you think about it
pretty bad.
I'm serious, totally not joking
I been reading since around 7pm till past 12 midnight
I did get up and made myself dinner
and did a few things here and there
but still...
ugh..!
I frustrate myself .
I need my house cleaned!!!!
I really believe that one feels like their house
if the house is a mess then the lady of the house IS a mess..
I need to get a good 12 hour sleep and start fresh
which 12 hours of sleep won't come...
even if I wasn't stuck reading
I wouldn't be able to go to bed without my lovey
its only happened once that I was sleeping by when he got home
cuz I was so sick I just couldn't not to
it was the only way to get it out of my head
out of my body, at least to not think about it
So here I go...
to wake up (later today..)
to get up and go go go
and stare at the door on my way out to not see the mess
the clutter thats all over...
still up and noticed that I haven't even
come by my blog.. not even to read the blogs I follow
Its been a week!
(So I popped on by and caught myself up on most of it,
cuz I'm to tired to even really care...)
and its not like I been super busy cuz I really haven't
even thou it seems that way..
our place is a mess... I been dreading to even think about
starting to clean..
Cuz I needs a really good deep clean
even the walls and the doors are starting to look dirty!
I wish I could just hose everything down..
its so much easier to do the outside...
and by the time I could get around to cleaning
I'm already dreading it and just exhausted
and I think that mostly about thinking about it
so I been reading...
and reading.....
and did I mentioned reading....?
Books can take so much control over me
its kind of ridiculous if you think about it
pretty bad.
I'm serious, totally not joking
I been reading since around 7pm till past 12 midnight
I did get up and made myself dinner
and did a few things here and there
but still...
ugh..!
I frustrate myself .
I need my house cleaned!!!!
I really believe that one feels like their house
if the house is a mess then the lady of the house IS a mess..
I need to get a good 12 hour sleep and start fresh
which 12 hours of sleep won't come...
even if I wasn't stuck reading
I wouldn't be able to go to bed without my lovey
its only happened once that I was sleeping by when he got home
cuz I was so sick I just couldn't not to
it was the only way to get it out of my head
out of my body, at least to not think about it
So here I go...
to wake up (later today..)
to get up and go go go
and stare at the door on my way out to not see the mess
the clutter thats all over...
